JM

JM.......on that day that our eyes met i knew there was something about you that I couldn't just ignore.. maybe bcoz of the fact that u r the CPUR president on that year and the fact that ur really handsome and charming... u gave me a reason to be excited on going to school... u gve me a reason to smile when i am sad or even in bad moods... even though u don't even recognize my presence, i am already contented having you near me where I can watch you... watch you with ur gf!! what the??? but it’s alright..I'm really amazed by you.. I don't know why but i can't take my eyes on you!! shuckz!!! and for me to realized later that you're my dream guy? really unbelievable for me.. and of course so impossible for me to think that we could be friends..haha funny.. but i like to remeber the times that we unexpectedly see each other in school and we always have an eye contact!! it’s really amazing.. and shocking... i'm always stunned whenever our eyes met!! it’s like im going to be a stiff forever when you look at me in that way.. although it’s just a mere eye contact with you, it really drives me into nuts!!! I always find myself shock and unable to move.. really funny... of course i hate to see you with ur gf but I don't have the right to be jealous.. cno ba naman ako?? u don't even know me...ur so near but really that far to be reach.. u r really an untouchable guy... my impossible dream guy... this is really true: "Langit ka, Lupa ako"... haiz.. asa pa ko..hehe...but sumhow im hoping..really really hoping... that sumday we will see each other again... I mean I will see u again.. maybe sumday if destiny will allow me.. i really really hope so.. When will I see u again?? It’s up for the destiny to decide... is this a gudbye??? Nope I hope it’s not.. I still believe that one day, i will see u again... and on that day I will make sure that u will recognize my existence bcoz I will really grab that opportunity to be with you... i promise that.......

i don't know what to think or to believe...its so confusing... big secrets were revealed... and i think it's not really a nice thing to know about something you didn't expect to happen.... i mean you believe in someone co'z ur thinking that he'll be too honest to you or to everyone else but all of the sudden you'd just discover that all those things were not true and he just did that in order to protect his own identity and dignity.... but still i don't want to believe in this speculations about him.. i'm still in a state of shock of knowing this information and i don't know how to react on this things...im really really confuse... this is a very confidential information about our local officials and the church... i'm not suppose to post a blog for this but i don't know how to express my feelings.. I think i must really do something to make a changes on our society... i know its hard but i think it is my duty..im still confuse but i'll try my best to make a change.. i know this is the right thing to do..